but everytime i fell for you, i'm permanently black&blue, permanently blue for you
there's a difference between a want and a need. it was a very difficult decision, and it wasn't something that i wanted to do. but my emotional state is very important to me. so i had to let it go. i could have kept trying, but things probably would have never changed. life is uncertain, so who knows.. maybe next lifetime.
oh me, but what did i just do?
in other audible news, just got new film developed. posting soon.